12.16.08
I will give you the world..
I came across this song just the other day…and It was just sweet promisses he was singing…
May 22nd, 2005 was the day.
Promise to you baby girl, my feelings stayin this way.
Never wanna hurt ya, never will i leave you alone.
Everytime im by your side, is when im really at home.
Always and forever, thats the pinky promise we made.
You’re the reason why im smilin at the start of the day.
And i hope you kno i mean it everytime that i say.
I love you always and forever, it will always be the same.
The moment you’re in pain, i wanna be there for you.
Cryin everytime you cry and sharin laughter with you.
When I look into your eyes i kno our love is really true.
Aint nothing i wont do if i can see my baby smile
Remember you can call me anytime you’re feelin down.
No girl can take your place and love me like the way you do.
So im a hold you tight, cause i need you by my side.
It’s me and you forever, babe i need you in my life.
We were created to find eachother
our favorite and down for us to love forever.
Our hands lockin tight, as i look into the eyes.
Of that one special person who would complete my life.
You were the one i chose, out of all the rest.
The one who i would cherish, and im puttin on my best.
Just to stay in your arms, as you hold me tight.
cuz baby, bein with you just feels so right.
Every single second that i live, im thinkin of you.
How we met was destiny, our love is honestly true.
Tell me what im suppose to do, if i aint got you here
I want to be the one thats by your side through the years.
Wanna be the one whose gonna fight away all your tears.
Replacin it with happiness and take away all your fears.
One day we’re gonna look at our pictures and reminisce.
Crazy are the things you do to me with just a little kiss.
I wouldn’t trade you for the world, you’re all that i need.
You’re the only girl who ever got me feelin so free.
And i love you, wit all my heart and soul till i die.
I truly need you, baby you’re the light in my life.
And i kno it that one day for sure you’re gonna be my wife.
Just hold on tight, because im always gon treat you right.
My baby and my closest friend, i love you baby girl.
Until the day i die, ill try to give you the world.
If loving you is wrong, than i dont want to be right.
Can’t imagine what this life would be, without you by my side.
The day we met, i cant explain the way that i felt.
Feeling all these emotions that i cant even help.
If i didnt meet you, there wont be no smile on my face.
You doin everything to me to make my heart beat or race.
Every little thing we do is just so special to me.
We were meant to be thats something i truly agree
And i know its fate and destiny, i see it in your eyes.
Everytime you smile, i cant explain the feeling inside.
Always gonna treat you good, exactly like the first day.
Just promise to me baby that you’ll never go away.
and the other one
Lookin Back On My Life As I Sit At My Desk
I Would Never Imagine Myself To Be So Blessed
With An Angel From Heaven
A Gift From God,Some One That I Could Love Forever
Be On The First Side
You’re The First Thing I Think About When The Sun Shines Bright
And You’re The Last Thing I Think About When I Sleep At Night
You And Me Princess, We’re The Perfect Team
And I Won’t Hesitate To Call You The Girl Of My Dreams
Cuz When I Need You, You’re Just A Phone Call Away
When I’m Not With You, I Miss You Oh So Much
And How Much You Soothe My Soul With A Simple Touch
You Will Never Know Just How Much You Mean To Me
But I Got The Rest Of My Life Just To Help You See
I Only Got One Life
I Can Never Have Two
But As Long As I’m Alive I Wanna Spend It With You
When I Have You In My Arms And I Close My Eyes
I Wouldn’t Care If The Whole Would Pass Me By
Cuz I Live To Make You Happy
Just To See You Smile
Just To Make You Giggle, I Love Your Style
Those Late After Noons Together When The Sun Just Sets
To Those Early Morning Talks
Girl You Are The Best
I’m So Amazed That You’re Psyched
I Ask Questions Too Like How Can A Guy Like Me Deserve A Girl Like You
I Feel So Blessed But At The Same Time So Unworthy
I Trust You With My Heart
I Know You Won’y Hurt Me
Everything About You Is Perfect
I Love Your Lips
I Love Your Smile
I Cherish Every Hug And Kiss
And I Can’t Wait For The Nights When I Can Hold You Tight
Next To Me With You As My Wife
You’re My Hope When I’m Helpless
When It’s Dark The Light
I Give You All That I Have
And That Is My Love And My Life
Everynight When I Pray, I Thank The Lord For
You’re So Rare, Sweet, Cute And Loving Too
I’m So Privilged Just To Call You Boo
I Would Drop Everything Just To Spend A Second With You
I’ll Be Right Here For You
Even If Times Get Rough
Cuz To Me Always You’re The Definition Of Love
You Hold The Key To My Heart
Only You Can Get In
Lookin’ In Your Eyes Are Like The Shining Stars In Heaven
I Would Do Anything For
Cuz Girl You’re So Worth It
Looks Are Great But Your Personality Is So Perfect
You’re My Perfect Match
My Soul Mate, My Best Friend
You’re My Infinity On A Scale Of One To Ten
I Mean Every Word That I Say
Just Look In My Eyes
The Love That We Share Is Never Made To Die
I Just Wanna Make You Happy
Baby That’s My Goal
I’ll Forever Love You With All My Heart And Soul
Forever
I don’t know…sweet or cheesy haha
but it was kinda sweet to me…I mean if like my so-called ” boyfriend” ~(somewhere in the future if ever it is going to happen.)tells me that , i would promise him the world and be the best damn girlfriend ever ~damn perasan~……haha~
I mean right now you and I would say, at that moment..all guys will be sweet and love will be like caramels and chocolates…and after that bitter coffee beans will seaped onto the surface…But have you ever thought that maybe sometimes..the moment, the memory was already enough…You do not really need to walk down the path together…Just the 5 seconds of bliss was enough
However….right now…scribbling love stories by the sideline of my notebook during boring lectures and listening to D.e.e.s.t.y.l.i.s.t.i.c.s singing is already enough…..the “lover’s” realm is definitely not where I want to be in right now…Doesn’t mean I am never going to be in it or I am going to be a nun (way wen…really..haha~)It is just not where I want to be right now
But the favourite past time of daydreaming of my perfect guy,and checking cute guys out are still remaining haha…btw……Did I tell you of my dream just the other night?:P I met my prince haha~
~AnN~
11.09.08
Life gave me lemonade
Just the other day, My Itunes started adding songs from God-knows where..and My library became home to songs I have never heard off, Singers I have never heard off but they were pretty good.I find this song interesting
Lemonade by Chris Rice
So go ahead and ask her
For happy ever after
‘Cause nobody knows what’s coming
So why not take a chance on loving
Come on, pour the glass and tempt me
Either half-full or half-empty
‘Cause if it all comes down to flavor
The glass is tipping in my favor
Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!
Now take your time to answer me
For the beauty of romancing
Is to calm your trembling hand with mine
While begging love to fill your eyes
I can hardly breathe while waiting
To find out what your heart is saying
And as we’re swirling in this flavor
The world is tilting in our favor
Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!
I’ve got it made
Rest in the shade
And hold my love
While God above
Stirs wiith a spoon
We share the moon
Smile at the bees
More sugar please
He really loves us after all
We’re gonna need another straw!
We’re gonna need another straw!
Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!
nice lyrics yeah:)
~AnN~
10.18.08
A moment to remember

everyone go download and watch now!!!!!!!!!
OMG….damn sweet like I am not even kididng… Why do Korean girls have such such natural beauty? haha~ He is such a nice hubby and he loves his wife so much that I am actually feeling envious…..seriously if saying I am envious..that means something already :p…He loves her so much
and she came down with a genetically-inherited premature Alzheimer disease and the poor darling is only 27 years old. (Don’t bullshit with me and say it is impossible…Don’t forget that I did a half year research on Alzheimer’s for my biology thesis in Canada
)
but he never gave up on her. He protected her and all that normal korean drama stuff but I still like this movie
08.27.08
Lucky…
I have been singing non-stop since last night…and listening to this song non stop.. :)
what song??
Jasan Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat LUCKY
Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like thisha
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I *Heart* Jason Mraz
absolutely going nuts over this song…
08.08.08
Why Can’t I ….
Why Can’t I?
Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin’ down the street, and I hardly know you
It’s just like we were meant to beHolding hands with you when we’re out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn’t right
And I’ve got someone waiting too
What if this is just the beginning
We’re already wet, and we’re gonna go swimming
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you
It’s inevitable, it’s a fact that we’re gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Isn’t this the best part of breakin’ up
Finding someone else you can’t get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It’s an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn’t it be beautiful
Here we go, we’re at the beginning
We haven’t fucked yet, but my heads spinning
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you
It’s inevitable, it’s a fact that we’re gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it’s goin’
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin’s growin’
out of this that we can control
Baby I am dyin’
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you
It’s inevitable, it’s a fact that we’re gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you

06.02.08
夏天的風
Because stupid wordpress doesn’t allow me to embed.. therefore you have to click below..to listen to my latest addiction
xia tian de feng – Landy wen lan
場景兩個人一起散著步
我的臉輕輕貼著你胸口
聽到心跳 喔…在乎我和天氣一樣溫度
夏天的風
我永遠記得
清清楚楚的說你愛我
我看見你酷酷的笑容
也有靦腆的時候
05.25.08
Cause you don’t see me…
This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
Cause I’m getting tired of pretending I’m tough
I’m here if you want me
I’m yours, you can hold me
I’m empty and achin’
And tumblin’ and breakin’
Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
Well I dream a fire when you’re touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I’m speechless and faded
It’s too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?
Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would
The way I wish you would
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I’m falling apart
Isn’t this just where we met
And is this the last chance that I’ll ever get
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you
Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would
Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
05.19.08
Random thoughts…
White pollen floated by like little spring snowflakes. My hair brushed across my face as the breeze slowly gently carressed my soft red cheeks. My tears welled up lining the corner of my eyes. I straighten my leg acrosss the bench as I sat there underneath the rays of the 6pm sun.
I wandered long and far on the street, no where to go and with no one in my mind. Where do you go during times like this? Whom should I turn to during times like this?In my mind, I seeked a quiet place where i’ll be anonymous beneath the leafy green roof, warm kisses from the summer sun and soft spring breeze to tame the rapidness of my beating heart.I can still taste the saltiness of my tears at the tips of my tongue.
I sat up watching this little beauties tip-tapping across the wooden ground. Their everlasting laughter filled my heart with sweetness and those innocent eyes….those innocent eyes i wonder at what age whould they start to lose them. Can the innocence not remained? or are they doomed to submit to the cruelty of the society?
I have so many words to say,so many things in my mind but to write them all down seems almost impossible but I scribbled it all down letting the words slowly seeped out from the blue ink pen smeared in tears. I let it out randomly not worrying about continuation from the sentence before because the words randomly place on the piece of paper is just like how mess-up my mind is right now.
I looked over my left shoulder and I long to be close to the waters. Maybe, just maybe the calmness of the lake will influence my emotions to remain calm. Maybe the water will dissolve thie tears lingering down and bring out the sun in me once again. I popped a piece of chocolate into my mouth. The hazelnut cream kisses my lips but it seems plainly tasteless. All I feel is bitterness choking me and I can hardly breathe. My tears continue to seep out of the corner of my eyes even drizzling down the tip of my nose, as i continue scribbling across the page. The sun reflects off my shades but I still feel the chill leftover by the harsh winter. Goosebumps are forming on my leg and little white flowers tickle me as if telling me to smile once more.
I don’t want to be sad or to ever cry. I don’t want to be hurt or dissapointed. Can those emotions remained hidden or buried away? Can I not be protected or shield from any of them? Can people around me stop going through difficulties because of me? Can I not stop troubling people around me? I want to share this feelings I am going through, I want to talk it all out but it is so difficult. For years, I fight my own wars. I go through so many things alone and for me to speak out now seems so difficult. How do you share when all this years you walk through the wilderness alone? How can you ask for help when you climb the volcano alone for all this years?
I guess I am still in flesh… i guess I am only human and there are all essential to be part of a mortal’s heart. I have to just simply learn to grow with it, simply learn to adapt to them and just walk the feelings all off during times in which I cannot withstand…
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IF IN LOVE LIKE THEM…
Very sweet korean drama staring the very beautiful, highest paid actress/singer LEE HYO RI and LEE DONG GUN
Its about this two very sick people falling in love…and its just cute:-) through this drama, I learn how fame and riches cannot match up with the sincerity of one’s heart. You can be happy with just living in a quiet village with nothing other than simplicity when you are with people who care about you,who are like your family and the one who loves you more than anything in the world. and because he loves her, he tried his best and he fight through it all…he did his very best to fulfill her one and only dream….I guess life can be really simple if you have the courage to pursue what truly matters instead of the materialistic things we chase in our daily life…
Not too bad…really not too bad….if you have time…yeah watch it:)
the song is entitled SCOLDED by LEE HYO RI…with english sub…the ending of the drama…
05.09.08
MASSAD Performances
MY Sketch Performance
MASSAD movie Part 1
MASSAD Movie 2
Step Up
Something SOmething…
