12.16.08

I will give you the world..

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 7:21 pm by AnN

I came across this song just the other day…and It was just sweet promisses he was singing…

May 22nd, 2005 was the day.
Promise to you baby girl, my feelings stayin this way.
Never wanna hurt ya, never will i leave you alone.
Everytime im by your side, is when im really at home.
Always and forever, thats the pinky promise we made.
You’re the reason why im smilin at the start of the day.
And i hope you kno i mean it everytime that i say.
I love you always and forever, it will always be the same.
The moment you’re in pain, i wanna be there for you.
Cryin everytime you cry and sharin laughter with you.
When I look into your eyes i kno our love is really true.
Aint nothing i wont do if i can see my baby smile
Remember you can call me anytime you’re feelin down.
No girl can take your place and love me like the way you do.
So im a hold you tight, cause i need you by my side.
It’s me and you forever, babe i need you in my life.

We were created to find eachother
our favorite and down for us to love forever.
Our hands lockin tight, as i look into the eyes.
Of that one special person who would complete my life.
You were the one i chose, out of all the rest.
The one who i would cherish, and im puttin on my best.
Just to stay in your arms, as you hold me tight.
cuz baby, bein with you just feels so right.

Every single second that i live, im thinkin of you.
How we met was destiny, our love is honestly true.
Tell me what im suppose to do, if i aint got you here
I want to be the one thats by your side through the years.
Wanna be the one whose gonna fight away all your tears.
Replacin it with happiness and take away all your fears.
One day we’re gonna look at our pictures and reminisce.
Crazy are the things you do to me with just a little kiss.
I wouldn’t trade you for the world, you’re all that i need.
You’re the only girl who ever got me feelin so free.
And i love you, wit all my heart and soul till i die.
I truly need you, baby you’re the light in my life.
And i kno it that one day for sure you’re gonna be my wife.
Just hold on tight, because im always gon treat you right.
My baby and my closest friend, i love you baby girl.
Until the day i die, ill try to give you the world.

If loving you is wrong, than i dont want to be right.
Can’t imagine what this life would be, without you by my side.
The day we met, i cant explain the way that i felt.
Feeling all these emotions that i cant even help.
If i didnt meet you, there wont be no smile on my face.
You doin everything to me to make my heart beat or race.
Every little thing we do is just so special to me.
We were meant to be thats something i truly agree

And i know its fate and destiny, i see it in your eyes.
Everytime you smile, i cant explain the feeling inside.
Always gonna treat you good, exactly like the first day.
Just promise to me baby that you’ll never go away.

and the other one

Lookin Back On My Life As I Sit At My Desk 
I Would Never Imagine Myself To Be So Blessed 
With An Angel From Heaven 
A Gift From God,Some One That I Could Love Forever 
Be On The First Side 
You’re The First Thing I Think About When The Sun Shines Bright 
And You’re The Last Thing I Think About When I Sleep At Night 
You And Me Princess, We’re The Perfect Team 
And I Won’t Hesitate To Call You The Girl Of My Dreams 
Cuz When I Need You, You’re Just A Phone Call Away 
When I’m Not With You, I Miss You Oh So Much 
And How Much You Soothe My Soul With A Simple Touch 
You Will Never Know Just How Much You Mean To Me 
But I Got The Rest Of My Life Just To Help You See 
I Only Got One Life 
I Can Never Have Two 
But As Long As I’m Alive I Wanna Spend It With You 

 

When I Have You In My Arms And I Close My Eyes 
I Wouldn’t Care If The Whole Would Pass Me By 
Cuz I Live To Make You Happy 
Just To See You Smile 
Just To Make You Giggle, I Love Your Style 
Those Late After Noons Together When The Sun Just Sets 
To Those Early Morning Talks 
Girl You Are The Best 
I’m So Amazed That You’re Psyched 
I Ask Questions Too Like How Can A Guy Like Me Deserve A Girl Like You 
I Feel So Blessed But At The Same Time So Unworthy 
I Trust You With My Heart 
I Know You Won’y Hurt Me 
Everything About You Is Perfect 
I Love Your Lips 
I Love Your Smile 

I Cherish Every Hug And Kiss 
And I Can’t Wait For The Nights When I Can Hold You Tight 
Next To Me With You As My Wife 
You’re My Hope When I’m Helpless 
When It’s Dark The Light 
I Give You All That I Have 
And That Is My Love And My Life 


Everynight When I Pray, I Thank The Lord For 
You’re So Rare, Sweet, Cute And Loving Too 
I’m So Privilged Just To Call You Boo 
I Would Drop Everything Just To Spend A Second With You 
I’ll Be Right Here For You 
Even If Times Get Rough 
Cuz To Me Always You’re The Definition Of Love 
You Hold The Key To My Heart 
Only You Can Get In 
Lookin’ In Your Eyes Are Like The Shining Stars In Heaven 
I Would Do Anything For 
Cuz Girl You’re So Worth It 
Looks Are Great But Your Personality Is So Perfect 
You’re My Perfect Match 
My Soul Mate, My Best Friend 
You’re My Infinity On A Scale Of One To Ten 

I Mean Every Word That I Say 
Just Look In My Eyes 
The Love That We Share Is Never Made To Die 
I Just Wanna Make You Happy 
Baby That’s My Goal 
I’ll Forever Love You With All My Heart And Soul 
Forever

 

I don’t know…sweet or cheesy haha :P but it was kinda sweet to me…I mean if like my so-called ” boyfriend” ~(somewhere in the future if ever it is going to happen.)tells me that , i would promise him the world and be the best damn girlfriend ever ~damn perasan~……haha~ 

I mean right now you and I would say, at that moment..all guys will be sweet and love will be like caramels and chocolates…and after that bitter coffee beans will seaped onto the surface…But have you ever thought that maybe sometimes..the moment, the memory was already enough…You do not really need to walk down the path together…Just the  5 seconds of bliss was enough :)

However….right now…scribbling love stories by the sideline of my notebook during boring lectures and listening to  D.e.e.s.t.y.l.i.s.t.i.c.s singing  is already enough…..the “lover’s” realm is definitely not where I want to be in right now…Doesn’t mean I am never going to be in it or I am going to be a nun (way wen…really..haha~)It is just not where I want to be right now :)

But the favourite past time of daydreaming of my perfect guy,and checking cute guys out are still remaining haha…btw……Did I tell you of my dream just the other night?:P I met my prince haha~

~AnN~



11.09.08

Life gave me lemonade

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 2:21 am by AnN

Just the other day, My Itunes started adding songs from God-knows where..and My library became home to songs I have never heard off, Singers I have never heard off but they were pretty good.I find this song interesting :P

Lemonade by Chris Rice

So go ahead and ask her
For happy ever after
‘Cause nobody knows what’s coming
So why not take a chance on loving
Come on, pour the glass and tempt me
Either half-full or half-empty
‘Cause if it all comes down to flavor
The glass is tipping in my favor

Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!

Now take your time to answer me
For the beauty of romancing
Is to calm your trembling hand with mine
While begging love to fill your eyes
I can hardly breathe while waiting
To find out what your heart is saying
And as we’re swirling in this flavor
The world is tilting in our favor

Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!

I’ve got it made
Rest in the shade
And hold my love
While God above
Stirs wiith a spoon
We share the moon
Smile at the bees
More sugar please
He really loves us after all
We’re gonna need another straw!
We’re gonna need another straw!

Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!

nice lyrics yeah:)

~AnN~

10.18.08

A moment to remember

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 12:39 am by AnN

poster by stiucsib86.

everyone go download and watch now!!!!!!!!!

OMG….damn sweet like I am not even kididng… Why do Korean girls have such such natural beauty? haha~ He is such a nice hubby and he loves his wife so much that I am actually feeling envious…..seriously if saying I am envious..that means something already :p…He loves her so much

and she came down with a genetically-inherited premature Alzheimer disease and the poor darling is only 27 years old. (Don’t bullshit with me and say it is impossible…Don’t forget that I did a half year research on Alzheimer’s for my biology thesis in Canada :P )

but he never gave up on her. He protected her and all that normal korean drama stuff but I still like this movie :)

08.27.08

Lucky…

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 6:38 am by AnN

I have been singing non-stop since last night…and listening to this song non stop..  :)

what song??

Jasan Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat LUCKY

 

Do you hear me,

I’m talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

 

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

 

They don’t know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like thisha

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

 

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we’re in love every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

 

And so I’m sailing through the sea

To an island where we’ll meet

You’ll hear the music fill the air

I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you’re all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

 

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I’m lucky we’re in love every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

 

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

I *Heart* Jason Mraz :) absolutely going nuts over this song…

08.08.08

Why Can’t I ….

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 8:46 am by AnN

 

Why Can’t I?

 

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin’ down the street, and I hardly know you
It’s just like we were meant to beHolding hands with you when we’re out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn’t right
And I’ve got someone waiting too

What if this is just the beginning
We’re already wet, and we’re gonna go swimming

Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you
It’s inevitable, it’s a fact that we’re gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn’t this the best part of breakin’ up
Finding someone else you can’t get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It’s an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn’t it be beautiful

Here we go, we’re at the beginning
We haven’t fucked yet, but my heads spinning

Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you
It’s inevitable, it’s a fact that we’re gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you

High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it’s goin’
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin’s growin’
out of this that we can control
Baby I am dyin’

Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you

Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you
It’s inevitable, it’s a fact that we’re gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
 
 

 

 My new red hot nails…and I am loving it :P

 

 

 

 

 

06.02.08

夏天的風

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 6:22 pm by AnN

Because stupid wordpress doesn’t allow me to embed.. therefore you have to click below..to listen to my latest addiction :D

  xia tian de feng – Landy wen lan

 

場景兩個人一起散著步

我的臉輕輕貼著你胸口 

聽到心跳 喔…在乎我和天氣一樣溫度 

夏天的風 

我永遠記得

清清楚楚的說你愛我

我看見你酷酷的笑容

也有靦腆的時候

05.25.08

Cause you don’t see me…

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 12:33 am by AnN

This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
Cause I’m getting tired of pretending I’m tough

I’m here if you want me
I’m yours, you can hold me
I’m empty and achin’
And tumblin’ and breakin’

Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
Well I dream a fire when you’re touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights

I’m speechless and faded
It’s too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?

Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would

The way I wish you would

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I’m falling apart
Isn’t this just where we met
And is this the last chance that I’ll ever get

I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you

Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would

Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

05.19.08

Random thoughts…

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart, Wet Wellingtons at 7:42 pm by AnN

     White pollen floated by like little spring snowflakes. My hair brushed across my face as the breeze slowly gently carressed my soft red cheeks. My tears welled up lining the corner of my eyes. I straighten my leg acrosss the bench as I sat there underneath the rays of the 6pm sun.

     I wandered long and far on the street, no where to go and with no one in my mind. Where do you go during times like this? Whom should I turn to during times like this?In my mind, I seeked a quiet place where i’ll be anonymous beneath the leafy green roof, warm kisses from the summer sun and soft spring breeze to tame the rapidness of my beating heart.I can still taste the saltiness of my tears at the tips of my tongue.

    I sat up watching this little beauties tip-tapping across the wooden ground. Their everlasting laughter filled my heart with sweetness and those innocent eyes….those innocent eyes i wonder at what age whould they start to lose them. Can the innocence not remained? or are they doomed to submit to the cruelty of the society?

     I have so many words to say,so many things in my mind but to write them all down seems almost impossible but I scribbled it all down letting the words slowly seeped out from the blue ink pen smeared in tears. I let it out randomly not worrying about continuation from the sentence before because the words randomly place on the piece of paper is just like how mess-up my mind is right now.

     I looked over my left shoulder and I long to be close to the waters. Maybe, just maybe the calmness of the lake will influence my emotions to remain calm. Maybe the water will dissolve thie tears lingering down and bring out the sun in me once again. I popped a piece of chocolate into my mouth. The hazelnut cream kisses my lips but it seems plainly tasteless. All I feel is bitterness choking me and I can hardly breathe. My tears continue to seep out of the corner of my eyes even drizzling down the tip of my nose, as i continue scribbling across the page. The sun reflects off my shades but I still feel the chill leftover by the harsh winter. Goosebumps are forming on my leg and little white flowers tickle me as if telling me to smile once more.

     I don’t want to be sad or to ever cry. I don’t want to be hurt or dissapointed. Can those emotions remained hidden or buried away? Can I not be protected or shield from  any of them? Can people around me stop going through difficulties because of me? Can I not stop troubling people around me? I want to share this feelings I am going through, I want to talk it all out but it is so difficult. For years, I fight my own wars. I go through so many things alone and for me to speak out now seems so difficult. How do you share when all this years you walk through the wilderness alone? How can you ask for help when you climb the volcano alone for all this years?

     I guess I am still in flesh… i guess I am only human and there are all essential to be part of a mortal’s heart. I have to just simply learn to grow with it, simply learn to adapt to them and just walk the feelings all off during times in which I cannot withstand…

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IF IN LOVE LIKE THEM…

Very sweet korean drama staring the very beautiful, highest paid actress/singer LEE HYO RI and LEE DONG GUN

Its about this two very sick people falling in love…and its just cute:-) through this drama, I learn how fame and riches cannot match up with the sincerity of one’s heart. You can be happy with just living in a quiet village with nothing other than simplicity when you are with people who care about you,who are like your family and the one who loves you more than anything in the world. and because he loves her, he tried his best and he fight through it all…he did his very best to fulfill her one and only dream….I guess life can be really simple if you have the courage to pursue what truly matters instead of the materialistic things we chase in our daily life…

Not too bad…really not too bad….if you have time…yeah watch it:)

the song is entitled SCOLDED by LEE HYO RI…with english sub…the ending of the drama…

 

 

05.12.08

Makes me wanna cry

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 4:43 pm by AnN

Watch this sweetheart sing and be touched by her

05.09.08

MASSAD Performances

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 3:27 pm by AnN


MY Sketch Performance


MASSAD movie Part 1


MASSAD Movie 2


Step Up


Something SOmething…

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