12.01.08
Forgive me….
I watched as he ran across the street. My eyes fixated on him as he fell tripping over a rock, my eyes widen still focusing on him.I watched and I knew he was hurting when tears blurred his eyes and his knees all bloody.
I watched.
I stood here and I watched. That was what I did. I’ll say it again. I was idle. I was stagnant and across the street. In my mind, the light was still red. In my mind It never did turn green for pedestrians. I just stood there.I did not run over. I did not help him up. I did not and I just stood right there denying.I waited…though..I waited for him to push himself up again but I did not move. From the other side of the street, I waited for him to stand up again until I knew he couldn’t that I ran over and gave him a hand but I found myself brushed off.
Million reasons I can convey. A thousands of buts thinkable in my head. I can tell you what I want to say, I can keep convincing myself but deep down I knew.
I was blind that very day with shades so dark I couldn’t see beyond myself. I was secluding myself in self-pity, In my own bubble , in problems of my own that ..I ignored,I saw but I did not know what to do when the boy fell on the street, bleeding.I was selfish. I allowed myself to be carried away by the current of mortal impairment.
Forgive me and give me a second chance I plea.
~AnN~
Chris said,
December 1, 2008 at 7:50 pm
wah who you left to die on the sidewalk ah ?
Mr Cadaver name is Yuri baptized by group 25 haha
and he belongs to morpho dep.
AnN said,
December 1, 2008 at 8:12 pm
ChiroBie said,
December 2, 2008 at 2:52 am
I like your new/not very new theme. Perhaps been long I nvr blog nor view a blog, your blog hehe.
Cheer up! Nothing should/can change us! Be yourself =)
AnN said,
December 2, 2008 at 5:50 pm
Chirobie
it has been long since your last visit :p anyway..it is kinda new 
thanks for the visit 