The sky turn dark in the midst of the day, My mind exhausted seeking for serenity. The chill broke into my thick white puffy jacket. My body felt just too tired, Too tired..too tired. My Shuffler blasting music into my ears. My eyes looked only to the road in front, ignorant to my surroundings. I do not care if there were familiar faces around. I do not care, I am too tired to care. My legs were dragging behind me as I looked up to the dark sky spotting for the slightest glare from the stars, the slightest hope.Day light savings time just started, One hour was all we had to change. One hour makes a difference? One hour makes a whole lot of differences as how 5 seconds was all I need to remember for the rest of my life.

My mind wondered off to the past week. Stress was building up on my shoulders, but more than anything I was studying less. I was distracted by the most painful thing in the world. The ache like no other and once again i failed miserably in detaching myself from feelings. Detaching myself from emotions, reality is where I am and where I should be and not to dwell in something so surreal.

However, despite the pain biting into my flesh…I saw something more beautiful along the way.
Serendipity …Finding something so wonderful when you are not even looking for it. I saw the care in eyes of so many people around me. I received hugs from friends who care for me. I laugh alongside someone who cheered me up who knew I was unhappy, for that one night everything was forgotten. I was comforted by my roommate when tears hit my eyes. I had juice in the middle of the night while pouring out my despair in jokes. haha~the best of all…that long distance phone call which comes almost never. I am aware, that might be the last phone call until a very long time but that one call was the greatest, was enough

Instead of hiding under covers and behind doors with tubs of ice cream and sad movies, I walked out into the darkest of days with the bravest smile because I felt blessed to be surrounded by so many who care for me.

I want to thank YOU for making me laugh and smile,
I want to thank YOU for being there to wipe my tears.
I want to thank YOU for sitting there listening to me talk about this while you disgustingly looked at me dipped the fries into the ice cream haha~
I want to thank YOU for coming down with juice and listening to me, running downstairs to get beer cause I asked for it but the shop was closed.
I want to thank YOU for calling me when you had to do it in secret, because you couldn’t, shouldn’t musn’t

I can get through anything because I am so blessed with the support that holds me and helps me to bounce back up on the trampoline.

The dark day was not dark anymore, and my eyes made a sudden turn to the right as I saw a bus turning the corner, My heels echo the pavement as I made a dashed for the bus and whipped out 25 rub for a ticket. Being too tired is alright, Being too sad is also alright, Being too hungry can be solved, even being emotional is alright…Just as long as you know, I know we all know that hope is behind those walls, because like always I have

hope

faith

believe

that Life has never been…

is never …

will never be…

cruel to me

~AnN~

My friend wrote me a note which I really like…so I am typing it out here

Ann
~an English form of Anne

Anne
~a French form of Anna

Anna
~a Latinnate form of Hannah

Hannah
~from the Hebrew name Channah which means

Grace or favour

My sis and I

~AnN~

Once upon a time, there was this cockroach name ” Irritating ugly pest” running across Ann’s table when She was studying the ever boring Anatomy..and her eyes alertly tailed the pest from the right hand corner. and then….

Wham!! Ann killed it HAHAHAH!!!

My God..Look how flat is it..haha

I am really amazed at how flat it got

Lookie I got a rose

I am not a big fan of flowers but when a girl gets a flower…obviously will be blooming with joy… And er…OBVIOUSLY I did not get it like a romantic way k..I went to this Vietnamese festival thingy and they gave flowers to all the girls there

~AnN~