02.25.08
My 21st Birthday
This is the cake my roomies got for me…It is super tasty and super sweet of them to get it for me.
This is the really tasty chocolate-Kiwi cake Peter splurged on as a treat for me. Pity the dude for spending the Friday night helping me pick the perfect keyboard and ended up buying a slice of cake for me…
not forgetting the very beautiful blue drink named “Open Sea”
and my singing adorable teddy bear from my BELOVED DEAR ROOMIE…Rai…love you girl
Sorry for posting the pictures so late….2 weeks after my birthday… being 21 is not at all too bad.As time goes I learn more about myself and understand things around me more. I learn to be more mature and learn to look at things in different angle. I may bitched about things sometimes but I know and understand that after bitching its done and then i can just walk out again letting go of whatever that is bothering me. Life is long, we cannot afford to hold grudges and still be able o smile. I cannot afford to be angry with anyone and still enjoy my life. Letting go of things is one of the main lessons I learn. You let go is helping yourself more than anyone else out there. Life is also challenging but that is what makes it interesting.
so..YAY!!! I am 21 years old….
p.s: sorry for the absolutely blur pictures…My beloved camera is in malaysia and I have to settle with my camera phone which is not the best out there…so sorry yeah
02.23.08
Grey’s Anatomy Fever
I am addicted to Grey’s Anatomy. It might be because it displays the life of medical interns which will be my life some day. (“,) Maybe it is because the series have McDreamy, McSteamy and a super hot and cute Veterinarian which I wonder if I will ever meet in real life..haha~ I have yet to meet any in my med school.Hot, Dreamy,Cute,Sexy Doctors do go to med school right…haha or it might be because I envy how some of them have what I wish I have, the life, the friends but the dramatic stories they can totally keep as I already have enough drama to tire me out in my very own life. ~haha~
Its great how the whole group of them :Alex,Christina,Meredith,Izzie and George have all the different personalities and they still get along with each other just because they are in the same group and they will back each other up no matter what shit they go through, does not matter how self-centered and selfish they truly are…they understand the meaning of woking together and sticking with each other through hardships and happinesse.
I love how George is such a good, great best friend for Izzie. He is always there for her…(minus the fact that he slept with Meredith and then Izzie, minus the fact that he couldn’t make up his mind to choose Taurus or Izzie.~he love Izzie but couldn’t bear to leave his responsibility as a husband to Taurus…which is very normal if he is at lost)
I love how compasionate and sweet Izzie is,whoever say Surgeons and Doctors are not allowed to be nice can just go to Hell? Whose freaking theory is that? I so totally do not believe in that. Not that I am a soft girl…You can never cach me crying when I watch sappy dramas but I did burst out crying during a presentation on sick homeless children when I was at a rotary meeting.
I love how Christina is like a Freaking Smart Arse. If I can just have half her brain cells or half her determination…I would have absolutely ace med school. She might potray that heartless lass but beneath that armour, there is this soft personal.(which shows that there is no such thing as a bad person, it is just how you want to look at the situation..Nobody is perfect)
I love how Alex is actually a real-sweet guy even though he seem really bad boy. I will so totally date him… ;p He really cares and him being bad is just like a way to protect himself…I am not sure but did he have a bad past?
Meredith…the main character in the series is actually not my favourite..the only thing I like about her is her boyfriend.MCDREAMY is so freaking perfect and i am not even joking…hahaMy favourite is Izzie and George.
I just love the whole life in Grey’s anatomy, yes, they go through alot of hardship but who doesn’t …it is life and sad as it might seems. Life is never easy, it never gets easier. With time, you might be able to catch the drift but that does not mean it will slow down for you it might only bump you up the next level facing more difficult things to test you.
But …..
Wouldn’t it be cool to have a group of friends like that to always be there for you and to back you up when you are stuck in a whirlpool?
Wouldn’t it be just awesome to have someone to call when you are super emotional?
Wouldn’t it be like awesome to have a best friend who would let go of the whole world to spend time with you because you are at your lowest?
Wouldn’t it be great to always have someone on your speed dial for times when you want to talk,want to drink or get drunk, want to go shopping, or just simply want to bitch or gossip bout stuff or when you are so bored you are gonna die? Wouldn’t it be the best thing ever to have such a great and perfect love of your life like McDreamy~(the whole package…he is cool,cute,handsome,has the most gorgeous smile,the brains,one of the best surgeons, caring,loving,amazing..etc.)?~haha
Grey’s Anatomy is making me dream…haha…I cannot wait for my interning days…damn it im only in Pre-med which means another 6 more years!!!
I’m listening to: So Lo-Kate Havnevik
Thoughts:Soo Ann is so freaking emotional~haha~
02.16.08
21 years old
I am officially 21…funny how it doesn’t seem any difference since I already received the apparent freedom Diamond-Platinum absolutely beautiful freedom key last year…haha… My 21st birtday started with an entire sleepless night of studying and 8 cups of coffee and non-stop eating to keep my eyes from closing.My roomates are so so so sweet, they cook dinner and bought a cake for me…Thanks dears(*Muaks*Big kisses for you)
but then
IM 21 already…I’m taking it as a happy thing ….
I have pictures of my winter break and yet hardlyhave time to upload it…I will soon…haha
02.13.08
Some weird weird thingy
I am BORED of studying biology for my cute blond-hair blue-eyes very typical euro look, young guy lecturer…so Im taking a break here…I saw this in my friend’s blog and i just felt like doing it…haha…Forgive me for being JOBLESS eh…Im just really tired and I have no idea how am I going to finish this workload… (probably will help If I am not blogging now eh…
SO HERE GOES…
INSTRUCTION : COPY & PASTE this 100 statements! then Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
01) I miss somebody right now.
02) I do not watch tv these days.
03) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
04) I love to play video games.
05) I have tried marijuana.
06) I have been in a threesome.
07) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
08) I have changed mentally over the last year. (how abt every year?)
09) I curse.
10) I am totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now. (You wanna gimme some?)
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldnt survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I am always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I dont hate anyone.
35) I am a pretty good dancer.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (Not really drunk but tipsy you see)
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members with the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge. (pool bridge that connects the restaurant to the pool counts eh?)
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream
69) I am proficient in an musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I cant live without black eyeliner.
79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I’ve written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.(I WISH!!!)
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.
02.07.08
The Kim Chi Instant Noodles Experiment
DO NOT EVER DO IT…..
Do not ever eat Kim Chi Instant Noodles when you are sick …Unless you are interested in having suddenly sweaty and suddenly cold night, an upset tummy and more terrible sore throat and a more horrible flu….then you can gobbled down the bowl of instant noodles.
if not
DON’T EVEN THINK OF EATING IT…serious ;p
The Sneezing Gotta Go
Wanna take a peek into my timetable??..haha
Monday: Biology~10:00am – 1:30pm
Russian~2:00pm-5:00pm
Tuesday: Physics~9:00am-12:30pm
Russian~1:00pm-4:30pm
Wednesday: Chemistry~ 11:00am-2:30pm
Thursday: Chemistry~ 10:30am-2:00pm
Physics~2:30pm-6:00pm
Friday: Biology~ 10:00am-1:30pm
Russian~ 1:30pm-4:00pm
Today the first day of chinese new year and the first day of my class…Haha…I have red fingernails(cool rite!!) I survived a 4-hour chemistry class…well barely..I was sneezing all the way through class and my fever is giving me a headache as I crammed my head trying to remember how the hell to solve those calculation questions.It has been almost 2 years since I did those. I desperately need my chemistry and biology notes which is lying really comfortably in my orange-plastic box under my table at home. You think my dad is willing to spend a fortune sending them to me with speedmail again…haha…
We scrambled through the hallways looking for our class…oh my goodness , as I have predicted we were so seriously lost..All the hallways look the same but thank goodness I was with 2 of my classmates…Now lets hope that next week when I go to class alone I will remember the way…haha…Tomorrow,We have to go to the university half an hour earlier before class to scout for our Biology class….
I seriously have to recover by tonight…I really have to!!
Signed by the very sick and very no-sense-of-direction girl….
Ann
XOXOXO….you probably do not want my huggies and kissies now eh..haha…don’t want to get you all infected.. ;p
02.05.08
Can U eat KimChi instant noodles when you are sick?
I am sick. Yeah…I have been sick since I got out of bed today…I have been lying in bed for the most part of the day…
I looked like shit, I have a fever, my throat hurts and I am coughing like nobody’s buisness…
My tummy hurts and everything that goes in comes out the same way it went in….and all i ate was a bowl of oats in the morning and wheat/salt crackers throughout the day(cuz i feel energy-less)
I feel that my eyes are swollen like a goldfish and I have hardly any energy left…
I feel dizzy and I am complaining yet again…
Everything I touched fall to the ground and I just spilled my full cup of Green Tea on my bed…
I am kinda blow-drying my bed right now…
I am sick and feeling crappy, and everything is so not right this very moment…What happen to my happy forever blog? What happen to my happy always life??seems like there are more rainy days than i thought in my lil fantasy garden…
I feel like eating the Kim chi instant noodles that i bought yesterday…It doesn’t hurt right..haha eventhough I have a temperature and I am coughing and my throat and tummy hurts..haha…like what the hell?? I won’t die eating instant noodles when I am having fever..
Lets do alil experiment…
Can you eat KIMCHI INSTANT NOODLES when you are sick??
can somebody sing the ANNIE song to me right now??
The sun will come out tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow,
There’ll be sun….
something~~~something
TOMORROW,tomorrow,
I love you tomorro,
You’re only a day~~~away…
my dear readers…Please tell me that I am going to be fine…
All Good Things Come To An End
This is just a thank you note, but not like any other thank you notes you write when you received presents but it is my emotions poured out into this page.
I want to say…
Thank you for being a friend but not just any other friend. Thank you for being a friend whom I can complain to, thank you for being the person I think of when I’m sad or even happy. Thank you for being the friend who cheered me up when I’m sad. I admit I have not been there for you as much as you have been there for me. So thank you so much.
Thank you for time you spent crapping with me because even though it was stupid most of the time, I always have fun when I am with you, I can always laugh and smile.I can be like who I truly am and do not really have to disguise the fact that I actually have a bad day.
Thank you for letting me feel comfortable around you. Thank you for being patient with me despite how crazy and emotional I can be. Thank you for accepting that I am unpredictable and impulsive.Thank you for going along with me during those times when I ask random questions or my blur moments.
Thank you for being nice to me.
Thank you for coming up that day and accompanying me because I was upset even though you got in trouble.
Thank you for that chocolate because it really cheered me up.and I found that really sweet and unforgettable
Thank you for being a friend but not just any friend. Thank you for being a good friend and the greatest out there.
You have no idea how difficult is it for me to do this but I feel like I should even if I do not want to.You can probably say it is my fault that I’m taking things away from my life with my own choice like this thing now. I know I am removing it wih my own hands, I know and you can call me a bitch. I might be more upset than you in this situation cause pobably you as a friend is more important to me than I am to you.
There are alot more I wish to say but I do not know and just THANK YOU for everything you have ever done, may it be helping me carry stuff to just a simple thing as making me laugh.
You already made a mark in my life and when I live my life 10-20 years from now and think back. I will remember you as a good friend who sat through those nights making me laugh and smile.I’ll miss you…already missing… :p
Love always,
~AnN~
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