12.29.08

Just Because

Posted in About a Girl at 4:53 pm by AnN

Because

WordPress is really stressing me out…need a bloghost and stuff..I am just not tech-savvy enough to get all that..

I decided to move back to my Blogspot…

I am going to miss the simple, clearcut, profesional looking WordPress..but…Blog spot does have its advantages…

ok…Don’t yell at me already :P haha

I know I change blog so often …its like changing clothes…Im sorry k

havent really found one in which i could settle in..

SO for now…Hop over to BLOGGER  k

the all new or old..

HeureuxPourToujours

or for entertainment purposes my photoblog

Serendipity

love ya..and remember to love me still k:P haha~

12.26.08

Capturing Pretty snowflakes in a Jar

Posted in Warm bubblebaths & bittersweet chocolates at 4:13 pm by AnN

 

“i hope… i mean, i really am in love with her, and when i say that i mean ready to marry her…. we fit way too good together and she makes me the happiest dude on earth, when we’re together… its amazing, i never thought something like this would happen to me…”

I was chatting with a friend….A very dear friend..and we were talking about this girl whom he is in love with. and he said that(in blue)…I find it really really sweet considering I know him quite well and It really is not him to say stuff like this. For him to really say this means that he really meant it, and the amount of courage needed is exceedingly more than much, for he is not an average guy who candy coat his every words to soften a girl’s heart….
I am touched already by his words…I hope the girl is too….He waited for half a year patiently and promise to wait another year…
I really hope they work out..
I really hope they do
I really hope he is patient, waiting for her to come home..I hope really hope his wish is fulfilled, I really really hope they get together and paint the “Happy Ever After” in their story…
It is not always you meet guys like this…I met and know of a few and I hope for their every happinese cause they are so rare that they should deserve the very best:)
Anyway…I have been getting good feelings over some stuff…as if something fantastically good is about to happen…I do not know what…though….today did not even go well for that matter…haha so this good feeling stuff…I am not even sure..
anyway…Knowing me..I do not remain despair for so long….Nap..eat..shower..Back to studying again and fighting for the next couple of days :D
speaking to him already Cheered me up :P Good to know…
Sincerity and Love still exist..

Adapted from Cayla's Engagement photo pictures

Adapted from a friend's Engagement photo pictures..

 

~AnN~

12.24.08

Merry Christmas

Posted in About a Girl at 10:00 pm by AnN

It is Christmas and I just got off my webcam and feeling very happy haha~ despite the damn weird conversation which is so not appropriate to blog here haha 

anyway…..

Seems like Santa did not bring me my 3rd christmas Wish.. Seriously :( very dissapointed in you Santa…It really wasn’t much at all

and 

for the short 10 minutes here i have the uttermost energy and courage to do something

but if you ask me to rethink my situation I would probably crawl back into the shell and pretend that i have never thought of it

but without thinking..

Hell yeah why not :P it would be the bravest thing I did for the coming new year :)  

haha~ 
SO what would it be, Ann? 

Is it a Yes or a No….

Anyway…

MeRrY cHrIsTmAs & A hApPy NeW yEaR

huge HUGS & KISSES :)

Just For Fun

Posted in About a Girl at 8:39 am by AnN

Just for fun 

:D

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12.22.08

Posted in Everything & Anything at 12:48 am by AnN

My blog is snowing ~ :)

This is going to be another tough week…so hopefully I pass through it again…

I am like really tired now and its as though all ability to sit and study is gone haha :P Really contemplating sleeping or anatomy….Anatomy is really losing its attraction and just simply the word sleep is ringing sweetly by my ears haha~listening to the sweet voice of Lee hom before starting to read for at least another hour :) can’t be late tomorrow

Had a christmas Party yesterday, will blog about it once the week pass by:p k

One of the stuff I prepared for the party abundant with food :) ain’t it pretty haha

 

Tiramisu

Tiramisu

 

 

 

suet yin & I

suet yin & I

More pictures to come..and blog post on the party once my week is over :)

love ya all…

4 more days to christmas and I can see that the Santa ran out of wishing dust for my last wish doesn’t seem like it is coming true..haha

Have your wishes come true yet? :) I hope they do….

~AnN~

12.16.08

I will give you the world..

Posted in Love in the shape of a heart at 7:21 pm by AnN

I came across this song just the other day…and It was just sweet promisses he was singing…

May 22nd, 2005 was the day.
Promise to you baby girl, my feelings stayin this way.
Never wanna hurt ya, never will i leave you alone.
Everytime im by your side, is when im really at home.
Always and forever, thats the pinky promise we made.
You’re the reason why im smilin at the start of the day.
And i hope you kno i mean it everytime that i say.
I love you always and forever, it will always be the same.
The moment you’re in pain, i wanna be there for you.
Cryin everytime you cry and sharin laughter with you.
When I look into your eyes i kno our love is really true.
Aint nothing i wont do if i can see my baby smile
Remember you can call me anytime you’re feelin down.
No girl can take your place and love me like the way you do.
So im a hold you tight, cause i need you by my side.
It’s me and you forever, babe i need you in my life.

We were created to find eachother
our favorite and down for us to love forever.
Our hands lockin tight, as i look into the eyes.
Of that one special person who would complete my life.
You were the one i chose, out of all the rest.
The one who i would cherish, and im puttin on my best.
Just to stay in your arms, as you hold me tight.
cuz baby, bein with you just feels so right.

Every single second that i live, im thinkin of you.
How we met was destiny, our love is honestly true.
Tell me what im suppose to do, if i aint got you here
I want to be the one thats by your side through the years.
Wanna be the one whose gonna fight away all your tears.
Replacin it with happiness and take away all your fears.
One day we’re gonna look at our pictures and reminisce.
Crazy are the things you do to me with just a little kiss.
I wouldn’t trade you for the world, you’re all that i need.
You’re the only girl who ever got me feelin so free.
And i love you, wit all my heart and soul till i die.
I truly need you, baby you’re the light in my life.
And i kno it that one day for sure you’re gonna be my wife.
Just hold on tight, because im always gon treat you right.
My baby and my closest friend, i love you baby girl.
Until the day i die, ill try to give you the world.

If loving you is wrong, than i dont want to be right.
Can’t imagine what this life would be, without you by my side.
The day we met, i cant explain the way that i felt.
Feeling all these emotions that i cant even help.
If i didnt meet you, there wont be no smile on my face.
You doin everything to me to make my heart beat or race.
Every little thing we do is just so special to me.
We were meant to be thats something i truly agree

And i know its fate and destiny, i see it in your eyes.
Everytime you smile, i cant explain the feeling inside.
Always gonna treat you good, exactly like the first day.
Just promise to me baby that you’ll never go away.

and the other one

Lookin Back On My Life As I Sit At My Desk 
I Would Never Imagine Myself To Be So Blessed 
With An Angel From Heaven 
A Gift From God,Some One That I Could Love Forever 
Be On The First Side 
You’re The First Thing I Think About When The Sun Shines Bright 
And You’re The Last Thing I Think About When I Sleep At Night 
You And Me Princess, We’re The Perfect Team 
And I Won’t Hesitate To Call You The Girl Of My Dreams 
Cuz When I Need You, You’re Just A Phone Call Away 
When I’m Not With You, I Miss You Oh So Much 
And How Much You Soothe My Soul With A Simple Touch 
You Will Never Know Just How Much You Mean To Me 
But I Got The Rest Of My Life Just To Help You See 
I Only Got One Life 
I Can Never Have Two 
But As Long As I’m Alive I Wanna Spend It With You 

 

When I Have You In My Arms And I Close My Eyes 
I Wouldn’t Care If The Whole Would Pass Me By 
Cuz I Live To Make You Happy 
Just To See You Smile 
Just To Make You Giggle, I Love Your Style 
Those Late After Noons Together When The Sun Just Sets 
To Those Early Morning Talks 
Girl You Are The Best 
I’m So Amazed That You’re Psyched 
I Ask Questions Too Like How Can A Guy Like Me Deserve A Girl Like You 
I Feel So Blessed But At The Same Time So Unworthy 
I Trust You With My Heart 
I Know You Won’y Hurt Me 
Everything About You Is Perfect 
I Love Your Lips 
I Love Your Smile 

I Cherish Every Hug And Kiss 
And I Can’t Wait For The Nights When I Can Hold You Tight 
Next To Me With You As My Wife 
You’re My Hope When I’m Helpless 
When It’s Dark The Light 
I Give You All That I Have 
And That Is My Love And My Life 


Everynight When I Pray, I Thank The Lord For 
You’re So Rare, Sweet, Cute And Loving Too 
I’m So Privilged Just To Call You Boo 
I Would Drop Everything Just To Spend A Second With You 
I’ll Be Right Here For You 
Even If Times Get Rough 
Cuz To Me Always You’re The Definition Of Love 
You Hold The Key To My Heart 
Only You Can Get In 
Lookin’ In Your Eyes Are Like The Shining Stars In Heaven 
I Would Do Anything For 
Cuz Girl You’re So Worth It 
Looks Are Great But Your Personality Is So Perfect 
You’re My Perfect Match 
My Soul Mate, My Best Friend 
You’re My Infinity On A Scale Of One To Ten 

I Mean Every Word That I Say 
Just Look In My Eyes 
The Love That We Share Is Never Made To Die 
I Just Wanna Make You Happy 
Baby That’s My Goal 
I’ll Forever Love You With All My Heart And Soul 
Forever

 

I don’t know…sweet or cheesy haha :P but it was kinda sweet to me…I mean if like my so-called ” boyfriend” ~(somewhere in the future if ever it is going to happen.)tells me that , i would promise him the world and be the best damn girlfriend ever ~damn perasan~……haha~ 

I mean right now you and I would say, at that moment..all guys will be sweet and love will be like caramels and chocolates…and after that bitter coffee beans will seaped onto the surface…But have you ever thought that maybe sometimes..the moment, the memory was already enough…You do not really need to walk down the path together…Just the  5 seconds of bliss was enough :)

However….right now…scribbling love stories by the sideline of my notebook during boring lectures and listening to  D.e.e.s.t.y.l.i.s.t.i.c.s singing  is already enough…..the “lover’s” realm is definitely not where I want to be in right now…Doesn’t mean I am never going to be in it or I am going to be a nun (way wen…really..haha~)It is just not where I want to be right now :)

But the favourite past time of daydreaming of my perfect guy,and checking cute guys out are still remaining haha…btw……Did I tell you of my dream just the other night?:P I met my prince haha~

~AnN~



OOooo….with amazement

Posted in About a Girl at 12:04 am by AnN

I honestly do not believe in horoscopes, but someone once told me that friendster’s horoscope is pretty accurate

This is what it says…and I couldn’t agree more…

Despite the way things looked yesterday, you are sure to reach a compromise today.

Despite the way things might have looked yesterday, today you will finally be able to reach a compromise with a friend — even if it’s just that the two of you agree to disagree! Closure is important to you right now, so you are going to want to repay any money you owe, finalize any social plans, and double check any appointments that were tentative. Things are starting to slow down a bit in your life, and it’s getting much easier to manage everyday details.

I was pretty messed-up yesterday but right now…I am clear minded dy:P

~AnN~

12.15.08

DaNcE…sInG…lOvE…lIvE

Posted in About a Girl at 12:08 am by AnN

D.A.N.C.E…

like no one is watching

S.I.N.G...

like no one is listening

L.O.V.E…

like you have never been hurt before

L.I.V.E….

like there is no tomorrow

 

You know sometimes….you just want to be brave to do those things you never think you would do and sometimes bravery like that comes only for a split second and you only have 5 seconds to go ahead and do it before you change your mind. Sometimes bravery like that comes to you when you had a “near-death-experience” Sometimes bravery like that comes with a price to pay…thus…we shrink back into the shell and pray never to be embarrased again….or you know when you are drunk or tipsy…haha~ it happens too:)

but I am known for my impulsiveness ….I am known for being unpredictable.. I am known for having crazy ideas….or having the sudden courage or the hyperactiveness…

so why not we all for once….

D.A.N.C.E  in the middle of the  busy street and care less with the rest of the world watching us

Go grab the guitar from the guy singing by the roadside earning his meal  and S.I.N.G a song helping him to earn his lunch and maybe dinner even

Go tell the person whom you actually are in L.O.V.E with  and risk getting rejected or hurt :P

and L.I.V.E ….like really live happy cause who knows it might be our very last day today…

I did all 4 of the above that I mentioned…

What about you?

~AnN~

 

 

12.13.08

I believe in the magic of christmas

Posted in About a Girl at 3:21 am by AnN

Can you just feel christmas in the air?  I bought a blue/silver christmas tree :) decorated with lots of stuff in which Way Wen says its lk overdecorated. This is the first time I bought a christmas tree. I sold christmas trees before but this is the first time I bought 1. All my life I made my daddy plant real christmas trees and every christmas I insist to bring one into the house for me to decorate… :P

 

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My blue/ silver christmas tree

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WIth lights

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So pretty right…

RaNdOmNeSs 101 …

  1. so it is like 2:42 am right now and  I do not feel like sleeping….
  2. I went out for a walk in the dark cold night which was quite refreshing…
  3. I finally, Finally managed to get over the devil that is freaking haunting me for so long…Finally and I would say i am very proud of myself…I did not think I could do it..I did not think  I could get over it but I definitely did myself proud haha~”Ann Finally!!” was what I said to myself today….I did it :)
  4. I made Truffles for the first time today:) its alright i guess…some look quite ugly…well this is only like a “test” batch..when I really start making..I will make sure they look pretty with different flavours..next attempt is green tea flavour, orange flavour, irish cream, baileys….oooh..the ideas are overflowing.
  5. I finished all my anatomy test :D  and is free from whatsoever pendings.
  6. I have to study alot of stuff which I intend to start right now except that gossip girl is getting really interesting. and I have so much work I really do not know what to start with :P
  7. It snowed today :)
  8. 2 christmas wishes came true already. and one more to go :) I have to start chanting…I believe in the magic of christmas...haha 
  9. I love my christmas tree.It is blinking so prettily at my desk.
  10. I envy those freaking sweet stuff Dan Humprey is saying to Serena ( Gossip Girl) damn sweet hahaha and he is such  a great brother:D
  11. I learnt that happinese is contagious. tell me you are infected with my happinese and craziness and randomness haha ~
  12. I am in love with Britney’s new album and Pussycat Doll’s album and Have you heard Taylor Swift’s song ~ Love Story
  13. I am like hyper for the whole week..OMG…the happy-go-luckiness is scary sometimes ain’t it :P
  14. I downloaded Alvin & the Chipmunks’ christmas songs….haha
  15. I am feeling fat :( cause this week..I cooked dinner everyday…but then again it was all healthy food and I only eat 1 meal a day…Not too bad right :p…noticed that sentence…I cooked dinner :P haha not something that happen often :P
  16. I want a hug….
  17. I have a fantastic friend who listens to my every complain, every emo-ness and knows every secret of mine …My gosh thank you:P haha and we are in different time zones even..My heart-t0-heart buddy.
  18. You know..when your room mate is not around, put on shorts and a tank top, ~something comfy~lock the door and blast the music,…start jumping and dancing it really lift your mood up…I did that haha
  19. I know I am always that baby girl whom my parents love…I know no matter how old I am..they will still love me
  20. and….I am thinking….thinking…thinking of stuff I should not even be thinking about…….
  21. I should stop thinking really:P haha~
  22. You know…facebook is addictive
  23. I am actually a very dreamy person and I just realised today I have quite far-fetched imaginations and I do not know If it is good or not haha ~ :p 
  24. I am actually quite freak out by the sudden talk of getting married by my friends or some who are engaged or are married or to-be-married….Goodness I do not even have a boyfriend and everyone is into the marriage circle…That is when you know you are getting old :P
  25. Cadavers with the overload of formaline makes my eye  tear up so badly 

 

Totally random 25 stuff …:P  

~AnN~

 

12.09.08

End the day with a bright smile:)

Posted in Warm bubblebaths & bittersweet chocolates at 8:34 pm by AnN

I swear to God getting out of bed today was as bad as getting dragged out of the room by a bulldozer. I woke up at 4…shrugged the alarm off..Got up at 5 and damn close to throwing the clock out the window and at 7 I stared at the ceiling and asked myself…Do I really want to go for sports? Do I really want to go for a class I did not need at all? The comforter was so warm and nice,there I was contemplating….and I decided to go because I felt that I am gaining weight:( 

No bus and it’s raining…Like hell wet and I forgot my umbrella..I love the rain..don’t get me wrong..but not when I am late..and no bus and carrying an extra bag..Not a good sight…

and then almost reaching the university….My paperbag broke and everything fell :( ….arrived class totally drenched..asked me how I could still laugh and joke around, I could not even answer….haha

it was a freaking hell of a day wasn’t it…Thank God nothing was exactly ruin..or dirty other than my labcoat

anyway…to wrap up the day..I was still smilling and laughing and joking with my friends in class…and could even tell a classmate that we have to be happy everyday because according to him..life is bad…depressing…sad and all

and..I scored 2 goals/baskets/thingys/watever u call it :P  in today’s basketball game..plus my team won today..Yay!!  and I received a DHL parcel

Look:D

 

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dsc09814I got Clinique stuff and Body shop and skin food  and my 3 books which  I couldn’t bring because of luggage overweight ..and they wanted me to try the noodles which they just bought so they sent like 3 for each flavour…I love my family and I know they love me too and no matter how old I am…My parents will always pamper me like a princess..haha ~ cuz they do not really have a choice do they :P But do I ever stop asking…haha :P Nope..that’s what you refer to as pampered haha:P…it is a habit that is hard to die off..

~the Dhl thing was supposed to be a joke~ they decided to make the joke real I guess..haha~

My uni is like so pretty now with christmas deco:) I have to take a picture tomorrow for my blog..I am listening to christmas songs like right now…….and it is raining outside instead of snowing  :( ..I want white white snow…

This greedy girl have like 2 christmas wishes even  after this parcel:) 16 more days for christmas to work it’s magic for me.. :D What are my wishes? I can’t tell you :P i’ll just keep staring at snowflakes so that one with wishing dust would fall on me fulfilling my wishes :D So start snowing already…ok that is my 3rd christmas wish…SNOW!!!

 

~I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss, I sent it off, it just said this: ”I know exactly what I want this year”Santa can you hear me?~

~AnN~


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